1.11.2022

Dear Diary,

Today is the first day of November, 60 days before we approaching 2023. Time does fly too fast, it's like yesterday we entered 2022.

Alhamdulillah for my life this year so far, no big and fussy issue, life runs smoothly. 

Yesterday we went to LPPKN Bertam for my husband semen's analysis. The result turns out not good, seems like the supplement that my husband religiously take is not functioning well. Honestly, I feel a little bit down compared to previous assessment.

I feel like give up, I feel like we have to many sins that Allah has delayed our prayers. 

And today I got my period. Hmm no wonder about the feeling I felt yesterday. Actually the heartache is still there but I think it's normal. I just need to accept the feeling, let it flows and I'll be okay in a short time. InshaAllah.

No, I didnt blame my husband at  all, not his fault, it is what it is. We tried our best and will continue trying. I just need some time and space for this feeling to flow away.

Allah knows best.

14.10.2022

Dear Diary,

Ehemm. Look like I keep my promise to update here daily haha.

Last night, my Husband and I decided to go for a 5km jog after maghrib. We were on our full apparel, went out the house but unfortunately the clouds decided to poured down its rain. By the way I was half grateful at the moment haha and felt so grateful when my Husband asked to go bought burger! HAHA

So ended, we bought burgers and 1 cup of Saigon Coffee Nutella. Both taste were superbly delicious! My stomach was very happy yesterday. We ate while watching Mission Impossible on Netflix. 

Ouhh, my Husband just bought for our home 55'' Android TV. I'm very happy with that new friend hehe. Thank you Husband! After a year living there, at last we can afford a tv. This month I plan to buy coffee table for the budget less than 200, do you think I can get coffee table with that price? Don't have time to survey around furniture store. Should find some time!

Today I have lunch date with my friend, still confusing whether to have Japanese cuisine or Korean cuisine. My stomach is already growling haha. 3 hours to go. I have with me brownies that I bought yesterday, can chew that first hehe.

Starting this Monday I plan to challenge myself no sugar 6 over 7 days. We'll see how hehe. 

13.10.2022

Dear Diary,

Holaaa! Haha. How are you? It has been more than a year since I last updated! Haha so sorry for the promise to update every day. So many things happened within a year that I have no time to update here daily but I did update on my other blogs! Obviously I love writing.

PRU is around the corner even though Perak still not announce of its dissolvement. Rumours said it might not be in a near time, maybe we do PRN on another time. We'll see.

This morning, the clumsy me left my lunch box on the counter top at home. Erghhh. Need to buy lunch when I try so hard to save some money. I cooked lamb soup last night, 1st time ever and Alhamdulillah turned out well, not so delicious but my throat can swallow it happily. haha

I already plan in my head that after work I will go home, eat the left lunch box, cook egg sambal for tomorrow lunch box, doing laundry and at night will do some workout with my Husband. We planned yesterday to jog but we just plan, God plans well haha.

I currently have issue with my period cycle which bother me. Do some searching on the web but all the articles make me more scared! So I stop reading haha. Will ask Doctor on our next appointment. Hope it's nothing and normal.

Actually I have mini convocation this coming 25th October for the training I successfully finished last year, but I already submit the form of not going coz ceremony ain't my thing. My friends persuaded me to go but sorry I'm firm with my decision. Told them I had enough of such ceremony. Haha.

Hope to see u more often in a near future, couldn't be next year! Haha