Dear diary,
Yesterday I got news that my cousin is pregnant with her 3rd child.
I’m feeling happy for her but deep down I question myself
‘When will be my turn?’ 😔
Before I slept last night, my tears stream down my cheeks
O Allah,
Forgive all my husband and I, we’re a sinner
Forgive me if I ever doubt and questions your plans for me as I know You’re the All Knowing
Forgive me for being ungrateful for everything You have bestow upon me
Forgive me if I’ve asked for more than I deserved 😞
Bless me with patient and make me a better muslim