Dear diary,
Hi! Haha. I forgot about this blog! OMG, it has been 9 months since I last wrote here. So many things had happened, life changes a little bit. There were a sweet and sour memories tho.
Early this year I moved to Perak, hope for good. The unexpected news but Alhamdulillah for that fate because I'm nearer with my family during this pandemic. I can visit my parents more often.
Ayah Lop has gone, to the eternal world. I pray that he's doing great there. We are still grief with his departure, my beloved uncle.
Covid still wandering happily around Malaysia and has no sign of stopping. Everyone especially front liners has become exhausted, cases shows no sign of decreasing. I only hope for Allah's Mercy now because my leaders are not dependable and compatible. Pity us.
Nowadays, sometimes, my heart feels numb, feel nothing. I dont know what is wrong, where is lacking. Is it stress? Is it because I'm too used with the routine so I just follow the flow. I think the sparks is slowly fading, which afraid me.
I must do something. I crave for a child of my own but Allah knows best. Keep praying!